Sleep

I wish I could go to sleep and not wake up for 7 days, or maybe a month. I just want to rest and rest and rest and then wake up feeling refreshed and okay and ready to live again. Also maybe I could occasionally wake up and read and also maybe go exploring in caves and also underwater. I need to be okay.
I'm not.

Pleasant

I try so very hard to be normal, and to be pleasant, usually, and then I think the least that anyone can do is to help me feel that way too. But then most people think that involves being normal and pleasant to you as well....but what you really want is for someone to show you not how they are so wonderful, but how they find you so wonderful and I don't mean they sing your praises (that's really not what I mean at all). What maybe I mean is that you need someone to really take the time to see how you really can be quite pleasant,when you are not busy pretending that you are fine, you can be quite the opposite of unfine, really, you can be quite pleasant indeed.